Showing posts with label #d'Verse. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #d'Verse. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

I Think I Want To Be A Mermaid






If I squint and mix
my green sheets
and my greybluesea walls,
and the (bubbles on the window)
I can make an ocean

If I can make an ocean, 

Maybe, just
maybe
I can be a mermaid

Swim, twirl, speed, spin

Up down, fast, slow
Twirl, twirl down down down
To a quieter place

Still see the light,

but far off, in the kind of
distance
I
  can
        ignore
                 until
I
until I
until I am 
until I am ready
until I am ready to
until I am ready to deal
until I am ready to deal with
until I am ready to deal with it
until I am ready to deal with it all

Because right now,

I'm just a mermaid,
Maybe like the ice-skaters,
Body bending gracefully, 
Spinning so fast I become
The blur that I am

Yes, a mermaid.

That would be nice.


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I'm actually early this week!  I'm at my favorite pub, d'Verse. They are pretty mellow over there, which is why I like to hang out. You can too. Linky still open. Promote #d'Verse, @d'Verse please.

Wednesday, February 19, 2014

(In Parentheses) "Quotated"

Voices Carry
I wanna run down the street,
screaming
No retreat baby, no surrender
but I softly hear You remind me
All of my
ambitions hopes and plans
I surrender these
into Your hands

Now all them things that seemed so important,
well mister they vanished right into the air
I act like I don't remember, he acts
like he don't care

But He cares, He's seated on the throne
Exalted

I cross the beams,
standing on my own oxygen cord
tangled with
heart monitor
IV tube
and of course,
because you can't take
the write out of
the writer
the laptop cord

Tangled cords, is
what I've become, and
competing voices

(This pensione is not what we'd been led to expect)
Yet I have a view
Not The River
Rooftop, only

But from here, I can't spin cords
From my wrists, and
fly up, up and away
web, of
confusion

I wake with a
freight train rumbling through the middle of my head
I'm on fire
always tangled, struggling

Who is this King of Glory?
Who pursues me with His love?
But I want
I Have Become Comfortably Numb

Numb, to it all
the voices
the cords
the (I lack) surrender

So once again,
I put my hand in Yours,
Jesus Messiah,
Lord of All
Receive
Amazing Grace
My chains are gone,

I've been set free.



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It's not really a secret, though I'm trying not to dwell there but instead in the land of contentment.  Health issues are my current lot in life. Half asleep, didn't have a poem done before bed. Mad and frustrated, songs, secular and sacred running through my head. So I invented my own form. Poets do that all the time, at least the real ones, and I am real. Here I sit. Real. Writing poetry. It isn't magic (Andrew...) it's just a form of expression. I express myself a LOT in the quotes of others.

If you want to play, see how many songs and movies make up the words I wrote. No, I'm not telling you how many to look for...today.

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I'm shyly sneaking in late to d'Verse, in my pajamas, but I don't think they'll care. They are pretty mellow over there, which is why I like to hang out. You can too. Linky still open. Promote #d'Verse, @d'Verse please.


~Tina, sleepless in CO (now there's an obvious one, though mangled, so it doesn't count)

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